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biff bang pow sound: bedhead/macha well well. it is almost over. this weekend was intense. in fucking tense. friday thesis parade, champaigne in my eyes, alcohol in my veins. it was cold and rainy, and peter and i were too tired to stick around for long. we went home early, watched elimidate, went to bed. saturday was nice, the weather was excellent - no rain - and it was nice to see people out and about. we went to sammy's and ate dinner, then drugs. it was fun, for a while. then peter scared the crap out of me, i thought he was going to die. no shit. too much stimulation, too many people and too much noise. the fire dancers were really great but they made his eyes do crazy things and he fell over twice. he was ok, though, and just needed to leave. we went home and sat in bed, telling stories and basically talking ourselves to sleep. lex was here, had a good time, which is great. she got to meet my friends and see the school at its best/worst. heh. as an added bonus, she made it to the airport without my help. not that i could have given it at 6:30 am. sunday was also good. we sat on the lawn and watched softball and drank lots of water. it feels good to be done, but i have this fear that i will never be able to really escape reed. it's not so much a haunting as a lingering. like bad b.o.... or, maybe it is not so horrible. this is a good place to be connected to, no matter how shitty it is becoming. i want to be in town for a while. i don't think i'm quite ready to leave portland. i like it here. i was glad to hear from peter that he wanted to move out of the icehouse. we will do that at the end of the summer, i hope. i am looking forward to living with him alone. without stress and strangeness. it was amazing how much we changed this weekend, suddenly able to pay attention to eachother, and to realize how much we mean to eachother. that was nice. now on to reading week, orals and then finals. i have a fucking ton of work to do. hopefully it will get done. and then i graduate. grad-u-fucking-ate. sheeit. ����������������� |
