fearoftrains

my toast is ready
2004-01-23

so i guess now i have a swollen ego. i am so very full of myself that i would have the gall to tell a friend that she is not being a very good friend. well, guess what? i don't give a rat's ass. my ego is not swollen. if you were dumped after four years and reminded of your inadequacies and lack of love for two whole months, and then your two closest friends turn on you, how swollen would your ego be?

i am sick of childishness. i am mad at myself for acting as i have, because it was childish, too. but i am doing everything i can to grow the fuck up.

i wish some other people could do the same.

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