fearoftrains

feeling stronger every day
2004-11-11

*listening to: smog, rand()%
*thinking about: my teeth
*wanting to: make some things out of felt, visit the bookstore, see if matt is working at earwax (if so, eat food and make eyes at him)
*instead i am: considering staying at home and watching tv while eating snickers mini-candies and thinking about maybe turning on the sewing machine
*today i: woke up in someone else's bed (in a good way), ate eggs and hashbrowns and sausage patties and toast, drank tea, went to the dentist and had my teeth blasted with cleaning crap.
*lately i have been thinking that: i am useless without some sort of significant other, which is not true, dammit. also maybe i will not go to grad school at all, at least not now, since i am on track to become a woodworker, making furniture and beautiful things like that.
*wanting to: ask above mentioned matt out on a date
*instead i will: maybe say hello, probably just make eye contact and run away
*two days ago i: went to see the incredibles with ezra and ended up watching both the grudge and the incredibles and getting no sleep.
*this week: i have been bitten by cats TWICE at work. once on the leg, once on the hand. i am losing my patience with certain residents of the shelter who shall remain nameless (ok - ronnie, i fucking hate that cat. what a little rat bastard).
*maybe i should: call mr. pappas and see if he wants to drink whiskey with me. good idea.
gotta go!

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